My life never worked out the I always expected it to work out but I’m glad that life works that way. Who would have thought that I would find a passion in mixing alcohol and beverages. Never certain and always anxious to what lies ahead. I can feel the world collapsing and rebuilding it’s self beneath my feet. But with the situation unfolding before me and with the amazing people surrounding me, I’ve never felt more excited in my life.

My life never worked out the I always expected it to work out but I’m glad that life works that way. Who would have thought that I would find a passion in mixing alcohol and beverages. Never certain and always anxious to what lies ahead. I can feel the world collapsing and rebuilding it’s self beneath my feet. But with the situation unfolding before me and with the amazing people surrounding me, I’ve never felt more excited in my life.

Patiently waiting
Constantly dying

My mind and my heart is restless. I just want to be yours already.

shoepastryheart:

sunday + i cut my hair + look at my cute friends

Can’t get you out of my mind. You’ve occupied every space.

Now that you cut your hair shorter, you’re making it harder for my emotions to behave.

How could I have been so stupid
How could I have been so hopeful

Oh how my thoughts they spin me around
And how my thoughts they let me down
Then there’s you
Then there’s you

I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT TO FEEL, THINK OR SAY. I THOUGHT I WAS RIGHT, I WASN’T. ABORT. ABORT.

to be honest, you’re the only thing i think about lately. despite all the stress and problems that are presented before me, you seem to be the remedy.

Update:
college still doesn’t seem to be working out for me but i did manage to land a part time job in a small restaurant. it’s pretty chill there, the people are great, and the food is amazing. 

i’m pretty satisfied at the moment

she wrote her name on my wrist
claiming me
marking me
that I am hers 
and hers alone

Idk if maybe I should just put one foot in for you or to just completely step off . you make me wanna dance

i don’t know why, but i have a gut feeling this isn’t going to end well. the thing is i don’t want it to end at all. 

your legs look super sexy today. i couldn’t tell you of course, it’s just a weird thing to say.